我就是我，想要过个属于我的生活。。。

2011-11-02T10:42:00.000+08:00

the whole world knows about it.. haiz...

2011-10-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

told Caleb the news today.. decided against telling the P2 to P5 in case they cant concentrate on their exams.. not saying that i have a big imapct on them though.. but well, with 11 more working days to go, i reallie dread what is coming..

2011-10-18T09:44:00.001+08:00

counting down, 20 more working days...

2011-10-11T13:48:00.001+08:00

i guess i will say it here first, since lesser people see(or maybe no), and no textbox , no comments...

my last day in school will be 18-nov-2011...

2011-10-10T15:59:00.001+08:00

it's going to be a long time after i leave this place till the time i will forget about this place. Correction, i think i will never forget this place.. sigh... so many things are changing, so many things are not going to ''plan'' oh wait, did i have my plan in the first place? o.O i wonder...

2011-10-06T13:30:00.001+08:00

Gin, u did mi proud!! ving and ken too!!! =D

2011-10-05T16:54:00.001+08:00

Jia You Hsien Gin!!!!! =)

2011-10-04T12:25:00.001+08:00

i'll be there...

2011-10-03T12:48:00.001+08:00

i'm losing interest.. like seriously.. i wonder how long the passion can keep mi going...

2011-08-21T16:20:00.001+08:00

no lunch - hungry...

too much work - tired...

need rest... long term rest...

2011-08-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

i'm tired... i'm really tired...

2011-08-19T12:21:00.001+08:00

that day should be a make or break day....

2011-08-19T11:55:00.001+08:00

it seems like u know where i am getting to.... avoiding it huh?? its okkz.. =)

2011-08-19T11:51:00.001+08:00

i sense that u are struggling.... with a decision....

a tough decision for u i guess...

2011-08-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

我就是我，想要过一个属于我的生活。。。

this sentence couldn't have been more real in times like this...

2011-08-19T10:12:00.001+08:00

i hope u reallie grow up to be a good boy... study hard fopr the future and preservere on...

2011-08-16T12:01:00.001+08:00

somethings that someone said reallie made mi wonder, am i pampering him too much?

2011-08-16T11:37:00.001+08:00

met up for dinner ytd.. had some interesting conversations, knew some interesting facts... looks like one can nv judge a book by its cover.. some things turned out unexplainable.. sigh...

u reallie deserve much better then this...

2011-08-15T14:03:00.001+08:00

am tryinig hard not to change my mindset about some ppl... but it's hard... sigh...

2011-08-15T12:55:00.001+08:00

the more i know about anything, the more burdened i feel.. sometimes i reallie dunno if i should know about anything at all... this is driving mi crazy...

2011-08-15T11:52:00.002+08:00

to know the truth about a deep close fren is something really terrible... sigh.. why has it got to be this way? i really wonder...

and now that i know the truth, and that it's kind of hurting my other frenz, i reallie dunno what to do.. sigh... why has all these gotta be mi to deal with... sigh...

2011-08-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

ACE, JEP, SP... is this really my future?? o.O

sometimes i really wonder what is God's plan for me in all these things, i guess i will never know until the time comes that He reveal it to me personally... sometimes it's tough to wait, no, wrong.. all the time it is tough to wait.. waiting for the unknown is the worst thing ever, Humans are fearful of the unknown, however, we need to trust, trust that his plan is better then our plan, his will is better then our will and his timing is always right...

easier said then done...

2011-08-13T22:29:00.001+08:00

the future is getting nearer and clearer... i hope i am seeing it right.. =)

2011-08-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

will this ever happen to me? i always wonder...

2011-08-10T11:52:00.002+08:00

Change is the only unchange...

so what if we have planes for the future? ultimately, it is not in our control... ultimately, we have to go by a few things, trust, faith in Him...

well said Jayson, but easier said then done...

2011-08-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

ytd was a romantic night... i truely knew the meaning of right here right now...

i wish this moment was ours to hold and that it will never end...

2011-08-04T15:44:00.003+08:00

he saw mi from a distance, ran towards mi with open arms shouting my darling! i was almost red with embarrassment, thankfully nobody was in sight... after a quick hug, he held my hands to the nearest chair and we sat and talked... and guess what, he's just a Pri3 kid... =)

2011-08-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

31st October... Final day where everything ends...

2011-07-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

damn bored in camp... kind of a waste of my time. could have timt to do better things.

2011-07-07T07:47:00.001+08:00

if i am not happy why do iu still stay on? i might as well give them the 4 letters...

2011-07-01T18:26:00.001+08:00

i seem to have lost my interest... everything that i can do i have done... maybe it's really time to move on... the onli thing keeping mi going on is the people...

2011-05-01T22:17:00.001+08:00

decided to take out the chatbox... too much spam...

not that it matters anyway....

2011-04-21T05:10:00.001+08:00

it's all about you Jesus...

learn, forgive, forget...

shitty wednesday....

2011-04-20T20:09:00.004+08:00

how shitty can it get? as shitty as it can get... sometimes i wonder... why am i still in my current situation?? if not for all my darling kids, nice teachers and most nice colleagues, i would have long gone...

YOU come in wanna eat Macdonalds with child in the canteen... think u some big shit ah? so what if u onli come home to Singapore once in 2 months? does that entitle u to come and make a nuisance of yourself? no! hell no! MOE and school perceive canteen as a SAFE place for children to eat. not as what u deem.. whatever u deem is for ur ownself and own understanding... it is not a plce fro parents to come in and eat with ur child definitely! we said cannot go in, we never say no, get ur bloody facts right... u came in ask for permission adn we said cannot. explained that this is MOE stand for safety issue.. u didn;t even explain why and ur ''so called'' special reason and u just chiong out and say i dun think ur system is acceptable.. so do u think u are very acceptable??!!? wake up ur bloody idea!

oh i forgot to add something... ur child even said daddy, cannot come in and eat with mi, nvm i eat myself.. and u had the cheek to ask him why cannot why cannot? sigh.. i think even your child is more mature then u are! piece of shit!

2011-03-02T23:24:00.001+08:00

Dear ''work'' and ''busyness'',

i know that my office is comfy and that i have provided excellent hospitality to the both of you throughout your super extended stay. However, tt doesn't warranty u to bring in ur sons ''stress'' and ''arrows'', who has been causing me alot of trouble. i wish to inform u tt i have other guests waiting to come into my office. ''happiness'' have been asking when can he make a visit and ''joy'' has been asking for an appointment since like forever. ''rest'' also called in to check if i am free to entertain him while ''breaks'' intend yo ask mi out to his office to take a look. But all these cant take place when u and ur sons are around.

so pls, if i so gently may, ask a favour from u to shift out of my office for awhile.

Yours truly,
Jayson

2011-03-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

i reallie need time for myself to rest before i burn out... or am i already burning out? o.O

2011-02-11T12:11:00.002+08:00

how do u act bz when u are not?
how do u act ignorant when u are not?
how do u act aloof when u are not?
how do u act blissful when u are not?
how do u act happy when u are not?

life is tough, life goes on...

2011-02-11T06:36:00.000+08:00

dun reallie know why am i awake so early also haha...

2011-02-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

itz interesting how a verse can be such an encouragement.. =)

2011-02-10T11:15:00.002+08:00

life is boring life is fun... life is sometimes full of 烦...
i love life under the sun... but friends with me to go there's none...

i know i am the only son... and truely stress weighs a ton...
but pls treat mi like a grown one... if not u'll force mi to run run run...

2011-02-08T22:11:00.001+08:00

had lou hei with the STD gang... as ususal, we were the noisiest grp out of the whole restaurant.. and we saw another table, 4 of them, sitting down and lou hei.. i mean come on! itz CNY!!! why sit there and lou hei so funny lol...

2011-02-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

went out with yuheng... =) amk reallie has nothing to do man... nothing to see man... nothing to shop man.... nothing... >.<

2011-02-06T21:47:00.001+08:00

went back on fb... seems like i lost touch of alot of things lol..

2011-02-06T09:17:00.001+08:00

just a few more hours and i would have survived theoe week pact made for no fb to have the same exp with bro yh... lol.. i wonder if my blog will still be as updated as it is when i get my fb back. maybe.. cause i have found back the passion for blogging... =) hope this lasts...

2011-02-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

at airport now.. timo benson still at amk.. mar MIA, as usual.. >.<

2011-02-05T00:06:00.001+08:00

you forever wont know what i am up to cause of the lack of respect i have for u... so sry..

2011-02-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

went to Malaysia, nice to be back in a nature, without coms... good for mi, take a break.. just that i have 2 missed calls and 8 msg when i came back.. >.<

went ailing's hse too! had fun, sabotour, CHEESE COOKIES!!!! omg omg omg omg omg...

2011-02-03T09:37:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all readers!!

if there's any in the first place..

2011-02-02T12:49:00.001+08:00

10 more minutes to 4 days of break!

2011-02-02T12:07:00.001+08:00

yu heng.......... i am despretely trying to hold true to my promise! lol...

2011-02-02T11:56:00.003+08:00

CNY CNY CNY, what's the big deal about it i sometimes wonder.. no doubt, itz a time for mi to get money, replenish the cash i have spent out during december.. and moreover, this is the year of the rabbit! gosh, i'm 2 cycles old, old...

going to Malaysia once again, this time it will be different, granny's not there... =(( i guess we'll still have fun... try to at least...

packed CNY that is, Ailing and Vinc's house opened... SSM going for visitation too! =D oh that reminds mi, i haven pack my room yet haha... meeting timo for lunch before he flies off too!! good luck timo, come back and visit us soon pls.. =)

once again, CNY celebration has past, for APS that is... hope everything goes well...

Happy Rabbit Year everyone.. =)

2011-02-02T10:34:00.000+08:00

i'm giving out my oranges to students to bai nian to their teachers LOL!

2011-02-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

my computer looks like crap now.. =((

2011-02-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

STUPID!!!!! NEED TO RESTORE COMPUTER AND GOT NS LETTER ON THE SAME UNLUCKY DAY! FREAK!

2011-02-01T17:43:00.002+08:00

it has been one year and 7 months... am i not doing anything about it i sometimes wonder, how ready am i? how sure am i? i nv would reallie know i guess... so much so that i swing to 2 extremes...

i wish for so much, but end up with so little... i dun wish that to happen to us...

2011-02-01T15:11:00.001+08:00

Can parents just understand one thing, we who are in the office are not ''know alls''. and we have our limitations too... so pls stop coming to us and ask about anything and EXPECT just about everything!

2011-02-01T14:58:00.001+08:00

my 2nd office working day w/o fb to accompany mi, am i getting used to it?? oh no!!! this cant be happenning!!!!! LOL!

seriously weird w/o fb but i guess i'll hold firm to the promise lol...

2011-02-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

get well soon cordell bro...

weiyang, stop being a baby!!!!!

2011-01-31T18:31:00.002+08:00

what an interesting day today... ytd had a promise with yuheng that i'll not go onto fb for one week!! ONE WEEK!!! OMG WHAT WAS I THINKING!!! lol...anyway, i survived today lol...

crazy day today, lots of things happened...

get well sooon Caleb, Korkor will be praying for you... =)

2010-12-19T14:24:00.001+08:00

i totally enjoyed my sat outings... =)

Timo and Benson u guys rox! =D

Hexun, CCH, Wen, Hao Hao, Grace, chenghuan, great time.. =)

2010-12-07T11:46:00.002+08:00

today seems to be a better day, today seems to be a nicer day, today seems fine.. =) i hope everything will last this way.. =D

Stepping into the middle of a bz week, ytd met Ailing, today Jian Wen, tml BBQ at yf chalet, Thurday Hexi, Friday Christmas event preparation and practice. Sat morning informal meeting, afternoon worship practice, night hmmmmz nothing(yet) sunday event... haha... >.< BUT! happy with the bzness... =D

2010-12-06T15:51:00.001+08:00

i got to move on and be who i am

i just dun belong here, i hope u understand...

que sara sara, whatever will be will be...

2010-12-02T13:29:00.002+08:00

The first batch of P6 have officially passed out, how do i feel? sad? excited? seeing that most of them had passed their PSLE, some with flying colours, some with flying crayons, i feel happy and worried for them at the same time. how mani of them are ready for the baptism of fire when they reach sec sch?? not that i dun think they cant make it or something, but aps reallie protects them from hair to toenails.. sigh.. reallie hope they will do well...

this week may well be the very last week i see some of them.. granted i wont be seeing alot of them already, missed the chance to say some nthings to some ppl, but i hope they will all remember their roots and what they learnt in aps.. not forgetting this naggy guy who keep droaning them to do certain things, display certain character, and of course all the wonderful teachers here...

well, what i can say, i have said... now, all i can say is, all the best,

que sara sara, whatever will be will be...

2010-11-29T17:29:00.001+08:00

haha... had fun with jia yi and zhi hao in the office today lol... wonder how long will this fun time last.. they'll be gone by Friday le.. =(

time goes by... so slowly...

2010-10-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

Time passes slowly whenever the archer is around, sad… I reallie wonder what he does but oh well, I shant comment more... in case he finds this website and thinks that I am toking abt him… oh wait! I AM toking abt him mauahahhaa.. =D

Itz almost been a year in APS le, reallie appreciate the time spent here, met a lot of new frenz, teachers and students alike.. appreciate all the fun joy peace laughter u all brought to mi.

P1, all the cuties came in, innocent looking, a few rotten apples, but more cuteis… =D

P2, try to be lao da already, cause they ARE the biggest in the afternoon sessions, with exceptions of those illegal immigrants that stay back…

P3, nonsensical bunch, rowdy, I reallie felt irritated, trying to find a few gems in the midst of al the rocks… hmmmmz… maybe there is 3 or 4.. lol…

P4, dun reallie know much of them, but of those I know, reallie good ones, except for…………… ok I cant say haha.. =S

P5, noisy, entertaining, interesting, NOT READY FOR PSLE NEXT YR that is for sure…

P6, well, interesting bunch to say the least… ranging from intelligent to intoxicating… too bad they are leaving already even b4 I REALLY get to know them.

Sigh… sometimes, I wonder if I shld stay here for long… anyone wanna gimmi some advices?

wait...

2010-09-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

life is full of choices iznt it?? recently have had alot things to think about, and also seen alot of frenz and know somehow who is the ones that reallie care for u...

in work,
had alot of clashes with boss(onli one and onli thankfully one). rude, NATO, self centred and so on... but then again, arnt all ppl like this somehow, onli the few which is special and seem so goody goody, angelic...
heard a phrase for quite some time le, even if i change job, there'll still be some ''rotten apples'' in the midst... so naive for mi to think that our ''fren'' was the onli one ''rotten'' sometimes things in plain sight is reallie the hardest to see, easiest to miss...
hold on hold on hold on! my frenz all rally ard mi, am reallie thankful for these ppl that ''appeared'', stood by mi and so on... i once naively said that i will wanna at least see out 6 years in this job(6 yrs cause i wanna see the cuties in pri1 graduate) but now i dun think that is possible anymore... sorry if i disappoint some ppl...

in r/s,
i shall keep this short, some ppl just told mi somethings that make mi ''jealous'' again and wanna change my status, and some other ppl said some other things that made mi came up with my favorite phrase last time, i wanna be a BFL, bachelor for life that is...

in family,
shall keep this even shorter.. things aren't reallie gg as planned... maybe itz just PMS, or maybe itz just mi i dunno... >.<

personally, i just feel that life is once again a heavy mist and a bleak light at the end...

in the distant, i just hear, this word... wait...

2010-09-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

once again itz the September hols and the students are not in school and i am lonely... agian...

nonetheless, the events that are happnening in school have made it less of a bore, being a detective and interviewer, nanny is no joke!! solving cases of dark holes and asteriods is serious matter... but oh well, 2 more days then i'll be celebraating hari raya with my ''temp'' band... =X

2010-08-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

i was choking on tears towards the last part of the worship service today, thank you Lord...

2010-08-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Marche + Party World + Buddy = fantastic + expensive night... =D

2010-08-09T08:04:00.002+08:00

had fun filled days last few days...

friday national day celebration, sang songs, danced with the P1s, had fun
sat fmily day, carnival was a success!
night went Clubhouse, fun till police came!!!!! =X
sunday as usual..
now blogging, going to Kota Tingi soon... =D

2010-08-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

what a way to start my contract, start August.. P1 registration mayhem plus audit plus handling the office all alone(most of the times)... wanted a fresh start and new start, felt tired and drained out at the end of the day, but felt nice. =D

2010-07-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

just came back from Batam.. again... it was a superb experience... cause this time, no worries, no responsibilities, no nothing... just go there, enjoy...

went back to the same place, holiday inn Batam, reached there and checked in, walked out for dinner, the best Mee Goreng i ever tasted plus chicken rice.. =D *slurps!

Went back hotel room, watched soccer, he marked papers... -_-'' so much for relaxing.. haha... watched tv... i wated till 5am, Batam time...

woke up, breakfast, international buffet, 2 rounds... *FULL!!!

went to negonya for shopping, bought one Rolex watch(fake of course), lots of food... none of them mine... >.<

went back hotel, checked out, spa, massage, relax, chill! =D
enjoyed...

2010-06-11T17:08:00.002+08:00

today didn;t have work! yea! =D but still woke up at like 7am >.< met Vinc in the morning..
Had Mac breakfast! long time nv eat le haha.. =D
Talked abt the family day and update abit of stuff...

went for hairstylst appointment.. =D love love love..
weird conversation ahha...
weird guests too lol...
nice hairstyle though, <3

went back to church,
fb-ing..
preparing for the one week trip!
HAVEN PACK YET!!!! OMG!

2010-05-26T19:07:00.003+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo! told my mum abt my plan.. she seems ok ahha... time to put it into action! woots! =D

2010-05-12T09:40:00.000+08:00

bored in school... still half deciding how should i tell my prents... >.< diedededed...

2010-05-03T09:03:00.000+08:00

recently i have been busy removing ppl from my frenz list in fb... this is so not mi...

2010-05-03T08:51:00.003+08:00

the blogging trend has died down... dun even know if anyone is reading my blog or not.. but oh well, i should be typing to keep my emotions and myself in check! refocus! =D

had a good tok with Fiana on saturday... always do... always learnt alot of things from the toks with her... everytime make mi thnk alot too lol... well, good for mi ba i guess... made some decisins and completed some actions that day itself at their(Vinc and Fiana) house.. thanks for being so encouraging and accepting.. =X hmmmz but the questions to think are reallie alot.. >.< i dunno when i can meet her next...

found out something about cch. lol! SHOCK! everyday i shock SHOCK! everynight i shock SHOCK! lol...

2010-04-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

had fun with kai li, matthew and wei jian today.. mad the office quite noisy though... >.< ..

2010-04-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

realised that for the past 3 or so sats i have been having this LSM syndrome...

LAZY SATURDAY MORNING SYNDROME

which is a good thing though, cause i think i hve been over working myself, other ppl have been telling mi the same thing... it appears to mi that sat morning is my onli breaktime where i dun have a scheduled thing to do.. and apparently i have gone out of my mind to think that i can handle another say 1/2 tuition cases on sat mornings... ahh... the sad situation of not having enough money... should i? or should i not..

money or health? someone told mi not to handle more then i can... i have been sick for the past week, running nose, nose block, slight cough but oh well... for the sake of vit M, i had to go to work still... >.< .

2010-04-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

shit... it sucks to be having cold and nose block... >.<...

2010-04-06T10:17:00.001+08:00

helped to sew a p5 boy's pants ytd lol... super funny the reason? his pants was torn by a p2 boy... -_- what has this world became to..

2010-04-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

Ever since the invention of Facebook, ppl have been blogging more and more rarely.. which explains, cause facebook have been getting more and more popular, more and more pl using it. which makes mi wonder, is my faith towards writing a online blog on blogspot that little that it can waver at the slightest temptation to convert to a facebook diary, BLAH! randomness... >.<

recently have been getting more and more involved in the school with pupils and parents more then i would ever imagines myself... i onli realised that today, when i took a walk around the school looking for pupils, i have a list of pupils that i needed to look for, but al i could hear was Mr Jayson Mr Jayson!, or Uncle Jayson Uncle Jayson, or teacher teacher(i tot they weren't calling mi too until i realised i was the onli adult along the corridor). and they are like seriously CUTE!

and u get these little angels coming to u saying, my leg is better already, my bump on the head is gone, my hands ok liaoz and so on, and they DO remember u.. how sweet. i dunno abt them transforming into little devils as said by the teachers and other adults, but to mi, they're my motivatin for going to school, to see all these kids...

oh and have i not mentioned, the cream of the crop, the jewel in my palm, Kang Wei... =D speaking of him just brings a smile to my lips... =D how i came in contact with him was a gift too.. he was being pushed into the school pond accidentaly by some ppl and was brought in to the general office by a PV. i showered him and clothed him, and that bond was the start of him calling mi 干爹. =D say whatever u want abt mi tricking pupils haha, i didn;t choose for him to be brought in to mi.. =X

from that day onwards, every 230pm i'll be out in the canteen waiting for him. =D and then he'll have his lunch.. =D the way my little godson talks is fun too.. =D love it when he converses with mi... =D oh and did i mention he gives reallie good massages with those tiny hands of his? =D i mean ok, they do feel a bit tickalish sometimes, but the effort and heart, i mean i melted right away, not once or twice, but recently every reccess. =D

then there's the PV, aunty Anne, Christine, Yan Yan, they are all super kind aunties(i seem to mix with aunties well eh?)... had special presents during CNY, baked cokies for mi and so on lol... now, they are considering for mi to tuition their kids.. but the onli thing being, i onli have a time slot on sat morning, and i dunno weather to take it up or not... >.< my onli FREE MORNING!!!!! >.<

but of course every battlefield are not w/o itz own devils too... in my school, now i have come to know that there are 2, one called J and the other called E... >.< J can be such a pain that i reallie wanna just walk out and shout at her if not for mi being JUST A TEMP STAFF(and knowing so much more then her)... and E, is just like first contact with her can make mi puke, wishing to have no more contact with her... >.< but oh well, both gives good rainings in terms of patience and submission... >.<

all in all, love my job in APS now... hope that in the months(hint hint) to come, i'll love it more and more... =D Cheers for the mani days to come! =D

2010-03-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

itz the staret of term 2 and yet another eventful day... =D i hope i start to like my work more, may need this attitude in the near future... =D pls pray for mi... =D

2010-03-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

tired, down and uninterested...

baby are u down down down down down... yes i am...

So who dont worry, who is my only,
who wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
who'll be my only, no need to worry,
i am down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
i am down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

dun ask mi the reason why too, i also not sure why suddenly will like this... feel dried up, empty...

passion? mission? compassion? where izt...

2010-03-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

had a very different supper tonight, hope u will treasure it and be a better boi..

2010-03-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

hello 干爹！ totally made my say... =D

2010-02-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

worship practice was good today, didnt feel any pressure from anywhere.. cool... =D really felt the togetherness towards the end of the whole practice... anticipating the worship tml... =)

2010-02-19T18:56:00.002+08:00

lot of things happen this week, i did a minor operation, removing a pencil led stuck in the pupils fingernails, had to use tweezer and stuff. handled like numerous medical cases, handled disciplined cases and all this are no in my job scope... sometimes i wonder, am i doing too much that ppl are taking mi for granted...

2010-02-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

valentines day this year clashed with CNY day 1, so i basically spent it with my family.. not like i have any other to spend it with anyway... >.< after service, which btw as super weird today, went to granny hse and then aunt's house.. met up with cousins and played with my little cousin jun wei! =D and i reallised i forgot to take pic... >.<

anyway some random thoughts, i reallie wonder what would ppl choose, v day or CNY? ok no doubt for the singles itz str8 forward.. but what abt the couples? o.O i wish i had to be in a dilema but too bad i did not...

oh well...

2010-02-10T19:43:00.001+08:00

i reallie slowly starting to discover my passion... and i am surprised to say that itz not youths or young adults... and no, itz not aunties too...

2010-02-03T14:32:00.002+08:00

feeling weird and lost abt life all of a sudden again, ok maybe itz not all of a sudden, itz gradual, but i dunno how to handle it... what should i do? Taiwan? hmmmz...

2010-02-02T21:14:00.003+08:00

bro, ur sudden msg to mi was reallie too sudden.. i reallie dunno how to react.. 3 years from now may be a short / long time to consider things so big, and something that may change a person's life 4eva... i know what u see in mi, i see that too, but i was thinking if there are ways to make the same thing happen but w/o giving up so mani other things?

2010-01-31T09:01:00.002+08:00

has been a traumatic 4 weeks exp for mi at APS.. children vomiting, pushed into fish pond, come crying for mummy, hurt here hurt there, sigh... wondering if i should pursue a career of teaching.. >.<

2010-01-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

recently life have been such a routine... monday to friday, work... literally whole day... sat sunday ministry... how to survive like tt??

2010-01-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

teacher teacher! my teeth spoil!!! =X

2010-01-19T08:58:00.002+08:00

i have officially successfully ''killed'' all the aunties and uncles in the school, next step, kids...

ps: ok some have died already... >.<

2010-01-15T10:52:00.001+08:00

i am facing a very bad dilemma now, to apply or not to apply... if i dun, the next step is to explain things to the upper authorithy... which is sickening.. or should i just tell a white lie and continue with my passion? sigh... tough..

2010-01-14T15:10:00.001+08:00

the cutest boy every came running into the school general office shouting...

Teacher teacher! I found one money!!!!!

and laughter rang throughout the office and the poor boy had no idea... >.<

2010-01-13T21:38:00.001+08:00

somebody poopoo-ed infront of my doorstep! and i know who it is! Rawr!

2010-01-07T09:13:00.002+08:00

hello can i speak to ***** pls?
Daddy!
no, can i speak to cally's parents?
Daddy!
hi i am calling from Anderson primary school, can i speak to cally?
ya i am..
Cally are ur parents home? i am calling from ur school.
Daddy dun bluff la!
can i speak to ur parents, this is ur school calling.
Daddy! dun bluff la!

-_-''