nervous nervous nervous, nervous abt everything... haiz... wonder how will it be like... hope they will come...

should i go for the meeting today? feel like but dun feel like too... lol... indecisive, fickle-minded...

i reallie should get a job... but what kind? lol... this is so troublesome..

what is life al about? just working and earning money and giving it to ur parents? i dun want it to be like that! =X