sitting in the office and trying to look busy has became a norm to mi, itz almost like army, OMG! now i knoaw what have i been trained to do in the army lol... thankfully my desk is at the end of the room, there's a mirror behind mi though, shall attempt to plaste lots of notes and so on lol...

doing financial, planning, training consolidation, attendance, itz reallie like khatib camp... >.<

haha, year 2009 passed to swiftly le, and i believe that i'm not the onli one who will say this... time for reflection but there's no time! like at work 24/7 now... if not, i'll be at home, tuition, or sleeping... sianz and tiredness creeping in... ARGH! i want back my youth where all i need to do is play! lol... punt not intended! >.< anyway cant wait for the new ministry to start! i bet it will be very very very exciting! =D

countdown this year was weird lol...

风景很美但是人错了!

lol...

haha, went shopping with kor kor today, aunty gave him money to spend, he was like on a shopping spree or something lol...

2 berms, 2 shirts, pair of shoes, total amounting up to $117.80 cheap right? haha.. that's the good things about going shopping with mi lol.. =D

following is my new tyear's resolution, due to unforseen circumstances, i have no need to work on my list this year, itz been done out for me by a grp of frenz.. thanks...

1. dun let my emotion get the better of mi, dun be so emo.
2. stop being sarcastic that often.
3. learn to work as a team, giving support and following instructions.
4. take care of my own health, rest more.
5. love myself more.
6. look forward instead of backwards.
7. be more gentle in speech.
8. have more concrete plana regarding the future.
9. be nicer to gals.
10. be sensitive to other's reactions.
11. be more confident, dun restrict myself to what i think of myself, that i can change.
12. share more of my own thoughts.
13. be more open to other's feedbacks and comments.
14. be more open and genuine.
15. be more sensitive, let go of bad habits
16. spend more time with my family.

ok, wow! long list.. >.<

tired, i told myself i would blog abt the first day of school, think i am too tired to go into details.. haiz... well, anyway i told myself i will blog abt something too, but i cant seem to remember what izt i wanna blog abt lol... ah well.. maybe i am too tired le.. =X

anyway today evening went to meet mf, ailing and zy to go to Sandra's house, the games sandra, not the church sandra lol... we bought $300 worth of games and 5 were new ones lol, hope they will like it! =D but we spent like a tiring 2 plus hours there choosing and playing lol.. so tiring... =X

anyway i gtg sleep le, tired, and waking up for work tml morning.

oh and did i mention? i'm tired... >.<

alot alot alot of things running tru my mind now..

kai en are u ok?
i dunno,
i dun wanna know,
i dun think so,
i dun wish to know,
i dun think i can know,
i dun feel like knowing,
I DUN KNOW!

today was fun, dinner was fantastic! =D

korkor agreed to go out shopping with mi! yea! =D

flashbacks and memories, part and parcels of life... wish i hadn't done some things, but what's done cannot be undone...

weird things happen, nothing was exchanged...

today was weirdly wonderful, did i enjoy myself? i think i did... =D

had a group reunion today due to unforeseen circumstances.. =X a group reunion w/o the leader lol, and so near to his house haha... =S well, it had to happen lol... anyway it was the first time we saw yihui so relaxed and laughed so much lol... >.<

morning went to see the first team of myanmar mission trip ppl off, it was chaos... had a fun time with the kids there, had even more fun time disturbing pl, >.< haha... tml's gg to be a fun day again, if everything goes according to plan lol.. =D