the pain and agony of walking in the narrow path, oh Lord, HELP!

barca(pool) 2 MU 0

went to watch live chanps league at weihong;s house ytd night, stayed over, shouldn't have... utter disappointment... down within the first 10 mins, and i was like, ok, that's it... in the 70th min, barca fans(and liverpool fans alike) were in heaven, messi put barca 2 up, i was burning in hell's furry... couldn't sleep, sianz.......

morning (technically - 6am) woke up, due to the heat, and went to the toilet to settle some diz... ended up running out, THERE'S A HELL BIG HORNET THERE! OMG! went to cch, who was playing games, yes he didn;t sleep all night, and we came up with a plan to get it... -_- ok sounds lame but funny haha... no matter the process, just know that i was able to s**t in peace... =D

my true age

Ddr2n: u reallie dun look like a 22 yr old guy haha..

jays: reallie? den how old do i look like?

Ddr2n: 15?

jays: OMG?!?!?! u serious?

Ddr2n: hell yea!

jays: =X

YA fellowship was fun today, played games and know ''new'' frenz... but it was what happened on the bus way back home that made the trip worthwhile...

there was this uncle that came onto the bus and sat diagonally opposite mi, i was sitting backwards, then halfway tru the highway ride, the uncle just plonked down and knocked himself down onto the ground, head first, loud ''konk'' and lay there motionlessly for abt 10 sec, for a moment, all the surrounding pessangers, including mi, didn't know what to do, we tot that u know?!?!?!?! but after that, he ''came to life'' and we al helped himi up... he appeared like nothing happen.. that was when i smelled the tiger beer on him... yucks, i vowed the and there nv to get myslef so drunk and take public transport ever! =X

thoroughly enjoyed myself today(alot of rubbish tok again)... finally(after all the tok and rubbish smses) met up with ck and bert... had anstons for dinner, food was filling and nice, not bad at all... after tcc, had some weird soccer tok, didn't know soccer conversation can last so long lolx...

to all the Americans out there

WHAT WERE U THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey peepz, i just started a new blog, it will be a all chinese blog... feel free to read it...

http://ponder-about-life.blogspot.com/

was going tru some of the old stuff in my drawers, saw alot of old notes and cards that ppl gave mi... very touched by some of them, still using them as a form of support and encouragement...

还是那一句老话，很多东西可以放下，唯独神你不能放下！

know that this has been a tough yr on you... ps: dun hesitate to come to mi if u are in need of anything...

esp these 2... of course alot more, but i'm lazy to type them out le lolx...

i just got another ''couple'' ring... =X lolx...

sense of nostlagism

Somewhere over the rainbow

Faith Hill

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to

dream Yes they do,

really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where

The clouds are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney top

That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly,

hoah Birds fly over the rainbow

Why, oh why,

can't I If happy little bluebirds fly

Above the rainbow

Why, oh why, can't I

i'd like to teach the world to sing

I'd like to build the world a home

And furnish it with love

Grow apple trees and honey bees

And snow-white turtle doves

I'd like to teach the world to sing

In perfect harmony

I'd like to hold it in my arms

And keep it company (That's the song I hear)

I'd like to see the world for once (Let the world sing today)

All standing hand in hand

And hear them echo through the hills

For peace throughout the land

That's the song I hear (That's the song I hear)

Let the world sing today (Let the whole wide world keep singing)

A song of peace that echoes on

And never goes away

Put your hand in my hand

Let's begin today

Put your hand in my hand

Help me find a way

The rainbow connection

Sarah McLachlan

Why are there so many

songs about rainbow

And what's on the other side

Rainbow's are visions,

they're only illusions

And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some chose to believe it

I know they're wrong, wait & see

Someday we'll find it The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish

would be heard and answered

When wished on the morning star

Somebody thought of that

And someone believe it

And look what's it's done so far

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing

What do we think we might see

Someday we'll find it The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

All of us under it's spell

We know that it's probably magic

Have you been half asleep

And have you heard voices

I've heard them calling my name

Is this the sweet sound

that calls the young sailors

the voice might be one and the same

I've heard it too many times to ignore it

There's something that I'm suppose to be

Someday we'll find it The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

interesting tok at Vinc and Fiana's house after the meeting... interesting, intriguing...

question's back, am i that obvious? haha... looks like i must be more aware of myself... lolx... yes, punt intended... =X

itz 330 in the morning and i'm not sleeping again... dunno why... but cant seem to put my thoughts behind and have a good night rest... HELP!!!!!!

Adam is gay/bi... does it matter? as long as he sings good, he's good enough to be my American Idol! =D go Adam!

傻瓜

傻瓜

词/温岚 曲/吴克群

其实他做的坏事我们都懂

没有什么不同

眼光闪烁 暧昧流动

闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂

没有什么不同

故作软弱 撒娇害羞

只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯得多

爱得没那么做作

爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样

被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样

受了伤却不投降

相信付出会有代价

代价只是一句傻瓜

最近又一次爱上了听华语歌的习惯，发现了为什么这么多人都喜欢听华语歌的原因。当听到一首你能够与歌词联系的歌的时候，我往往会情不自禁的把那首歌听了又听，听了再听。温岚唱出的这一首傻瓜完全的写照出了我以前的内心思想。难怪他们说要写歌，就应该有丰富的人生经验。我快走到22年了，算够丰富了吗？有时候想一想，能够在我年龄走错的都因当走完了吧！

the church is for sinners to repent,

itz not a place for righteous ppl to rebuke...

was suppossed to go for basketball today, went there, raining... ended up in swensens haha... =D had te 1 4 1 lunch, not bad, worth it but dun ask cch if his is worth it or not.. after that went to J8 for a stroll, shot some hoops in the arcade, then went cch hse with yuheng... didn;t know he was so scared of hamsters lolx... =X

anyway yuheng has facebook le, pls add him! haha.. =D

sick, not feeling well, damn it...

woke up late today, got reason de... 430am, zhiwei called mi, for no apparent reason, ok he did say he miss mi haha, so we chatted on the phone ''awhile''(according to him)... by the time i put down the phone, it was alreay 630... Freaking 2 hours! haha... =X no wonder i so tired now... but the chat certainly brings back old and fond memories! =D

had a fun and relaxing time today, ok naybe not the early morning wake up time... if onli everyday could be like this... i'm so gonna miss u dude... =X

looks like itz better that i get a job outside then stay at home and listen to thunder and see lightning every single day...

what the meaning of home?

House Of Madness in Extreme / House Of Misery Eternally?

just had a good tok with kris, looks like col is reallie worth reading, but maybe not that soon... maybe a few months time, maybe a few yrs, maybe 10+ yrs later haha...

today played 诗歌大歌星, was ok i guess... =D

ok here is the more detailed post regarding melacca... =D

night before, or rather morning, was at ty's house, doing part time volunteer work as a nurse(or at least i felt like one).. poos vincent was sick, nope, not in the head this time... so ended uo i slept at like 445 and woke up at 530 again as he turned into a merlion again... his condition till now, fever still not reallie subsided so pls pray for him...

so went out of house and to church, felt abit tired, tot that i was going to die on the bus.. amazingly did not... boarded the bus, first impression - WOW! went on to the bus - WOW WOW! sat on the chair - WOW WOW WOW! heard that got massage - WOW WOW WOW WOW! then they say massage chair spoil - -_-'''

journey towards melacca was crazily long, we had all expected a jam but not this bad.. alot of funny things happened... like one would be the Desmond, Jon and cch incident... let's not go into details... and all of us were like are we reaching????? =X

when we finally reached hotel Aldy, we were kind of happy, aircon and rooms! haha... (ok i skipped the lunch part cause it was reallie nothing interesting...) then we went to our rooms and took a quick shower, rested abit and went out le...

first stop, Afarmosa... climbed the ''mountain'' ok lolx... more like a mould hill haha... not bad the view form the top, but not much to see... then we were suppossed to go to chirst church but end up no time, as we booked the resturant, so we had to go there for dinner... dinner was... (ok let's skip this part too, dun wanna tok abt it)

after that went to jonkers street... itz like the china town of singapore, a more crowded version of lao jie and ye shi of taiwan... selling all sorts of stuff anid quite interesting items... =D didn;t buy anything though, we went to 4 shops which sells cendol but were all sold out... and ended up, the cendol was not up to some ppl's expectation.. i tot it was ok though...

the night ended which some singing and monopoly session in our room... night was esp cold, u can ask cch why...

day 2, woke up early(partly due to the coldness) and met with yr to finalise our singspiration for later... singspiration ended ok(i hope) and i was reallie relieved when it was over ahha... =D then we went to this shopping mall(according to them it is like 1.5 size of vivo) and shopped... i bought 2 shirts, 1 berms and 1 cap... ok not bad returns i guess ahha... =D

lunch was at newton food centre, food wasnot bad but we were all saving out stomachs for the later part of the show, A&W!!!!! Desmond and Jon's Fav!!!!!!! and the place was small, but the foos was defiently not bad! very good in fact! satisfaction till the last drop! =D well, bus came in the end and we went back to Singapore, watching Xman origin of Wolverine on the way! =D it was the unedited version btw, so all the CGs were still not complete.. ended up, the translation were bad too haha...

COL Striker: blow his head off

chinese trans: 把他的头吹掉

COL Striker: ok fine.

chinese trans: 好的，罚款。

made us laugh till like anything, and when it all endeed, we had YE with the ''xiang'' joke... lk was uncontrolable... even at the custom... =X

ended up the trip was good... =D rapport with seekers was fantastic, made mi firm up the believe that overseas trip is the best way to build rapport with someone... =F welll, all well ends well.. =D

melacca trip

1st word - FUN

2nd word - TIRING

overall - long bus ride!

meet the parentts sessions...

met with vince's parents... both of them in which are interesting characters.. =D now i got 2 HW, yes from them, after my 2nd, 1st official, meeting with them... aunty asked mi to learn canto and uncle said i shld read up more on hk before gg... =X sigh... ok...

dinner was ok, at first i didn't know what they were talking abt, cause they spoke in a foreign language, ok not that foreign but still, i didn't unerstand.. =x then i sms vince and told him like i didn't know what was gg on ard mi.. but little did i know he just told his dad and said jayson didn't understand anything ahha... end up they kept a conscious effort to speak in eng or mandrine lolx... thanx dar... =X

overall, enjoyed myselff, tml, or rather in a few hours time, gg melacca... pray for safety, health and rapport with seekers.. =D