to be able to walk up till this stage of my life, i reallie have some ppl tht i wanna thank very very much...

first of all would be to u my dear brother Albert...
Thanks so much for being there for mi when i was so down and out, knowing very well that u have ur own problems, yet u still was there for mi even in the unearthly hours of the nights. i seriously didn't know who i could go to in times like that... and i believe that u will still be there? =)

Fiana...
Thanks for so logically let mi see things straight and carefully analysing things out for mi... though there are still times that i was 任性，U still didn't give up... though we disagree on things, thanks for believing...

UJ...
Thanks for that 7 hours talk we had... i saw things that i didn't see, i saw possibilities that i didn;t knew exsisted... know that ur time is very precious, and yet u still spent so long on mi... so gratful to know a brother like u...

Wen...
i reallie duno what to say to u, but onli feel like giving u a tight hug... they say actions speak louder then words, it cant be more true here....

CCH...
Thanks so much for all the verses and timely reminders... so strict and discipline in ur life that i may follow ur role model... alot of times, the verses u sent to mi were cutting and sharp, painful even, but it moulded mi.. thanx...

Hong..
now my DM, u have alot of responsibilities eh? i can onli say we'll fight together now that i've made such an important decision.. thanx for being there supporting, we still have a long way to go...

Straining Toward the Goal

12 Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13 Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Hope u all will say AMEN with mi and continue to press on... =) Thanks..

i updated my chinese blog lol...

nervous nervous nervous, nervous abt everything... haiz... wonder how will it be like... hope they will come...

should i go for the meeting today? feel like but dun feel like too... lol... indecisive, fickle-minded...

i reallie should get a job... but what kind? lol... this is so troublesome..

what is life al about? just working and earning money and giving it to ur parents? i dun want it to be like that! =X

i swear, if u are able to stuff an apple into my mouth riht now, i would look like a roasted pig lying down on the table they have everytime.. red as a tomato right now, credits to the swimming/tanning session ytd at 12 noon! =D

ok, stop calling mi crazy guy! =X bleahxz...

Realised i haven been posting for a long long time le... 10 freaking days! OMG! like so mani things happen during these 10 days... ok actually not much, 1 major thing, but still itz like alot of things cause i've been so freaking bz...

anyway wanna thank Daniel for accompanying mi when i was down, luv ya man! =D but then sry again for not meeting u up on sunday, yes just now, but anyway u were sleeping so u owe mi an apology! =X

sis flying off tml, one freaking month, safe journey, have fun! =D

the following is all true, too funny to make up...

was coming back at the sg custom just now when i was about to cross the ckeckpoint, metal detector. aparently i was to engrossed in my handphone music, playlisted on foreign, that i forgot to take it out and put it into the basket when a police officer told mi too. so i plugged out and then forgot that my music player was still on! and the phone goes;

nobody nobody but you!

and as i struggled to silence my phone, i hear giggles among the police crew and i swear, i saw one of them trying to do the actions! lol... they should gimmi credit for livening up their day man ahha.. =D