going into Malaysai to visit my granny, she has been warded into hospial for short breathness... hope everything will be alright... reallie didn;t feel like making this trip,... sigh,..

sick, maybe itz a sign to rest...

can i reallie let go of my pride for the sake of myself? i dunno... what if there's no choice?

can i reallie let go of my pride for the sake of myself? i dunno... what if there's no choice?

after so much trouble and thinking, the decision is no, at least not yet..

pls pray for mi, big big decision to make by tml... impt impt decision... thursday dateline, may alter my course for the next few years...

exam time table, 13 and 14 of October. after that have no tuition le, seriously wondering if i should start to take up a proper job le. on the other hand, have emailed the couselling centre for reference to their courses in youth counselling, guess it will help in the future ba, just hope they will reply soon.. =)

activities coming up:
retreat 21st sept
prawn catching 26th sept
Jess 21st birthday children's day
RJT gathering, 2nd oct?

another B-O-R-I-N-G day...

ended up didn't even step out of woodlands... -_-

gonna get the shirts later at bishan, thinking of weather to bring them home, or to bring them to church?! haiz.. decisions... nobody's in church though, think i'll bring them home first...

at jnight got children's ministry stuff at home, haha... not that i'm involved, but think itz always a joy to have so mani kids hvaing fun in my house, ok not technically my house too.. =X ok and also nt the clearing up part! =X i'm lazy...

slept from 7pm till today morning 9am... pig! =X but dunno why, starting to feel all so very tired recently, dunno what's wrong also... maybe due to exercise, or rather the lack of it... need to start the running regime again!

went to cut hair agian, the hairstylist insisted that i put some colour in my hair! haha, though itz very jet black which is a healthy colour!, she even explained the positives about colouring my7 hair haha... tempting! =X

my tail is GONE! =(

cant believe i actually spent over $100 on my kids today... ya, now i know that raising kids is reallie not easy... -_-

but ya, had a good time today... celebrated su sheng's borthday in advance too... met some new kids on the block, asked mi some question and made mi think, i've already been with these kids for 6 years le, what actually made them have this bond with mi? jun jie, a guy whom said he knows mi but i reallie dun have and recollection sadly, ping hong, a new guy i met, and lots more... reallie nv had this kind of feeling for a long time le... lunch for so much money, worth it!

oh for your information, itz seoul garden lunch.. =D