no lunch - hungry...

too much work - tired...

need rest... long term rest...

i'm tired... i'm really tired...

that day should be a make or break day....

it seems like u know where i am getting to.... avoiding it huh?? its okkz.. =)

i sense that u are struggling.... with a decision....

a tough decision for u i guess...

我就是我，想要过一个属于我的生活。。。

this sentence couldn't have been more real in times like this...

i hope u reallie grow up to be a good boy... study hard fopr the future and preservere on...

somethings that someone said reallie made mi wonder, am i pampering him too much?

met up for dinner ytd.. had some interesting conversations, knew some interesting facts... looks like one can nv judge a book by its cover.. some things turned out unexplainable.. sigh...

u reallie deserve much better then this...

am tryinig hard not to change my mindset about some ppl... but it's hard... sigh...

the more i know about anything, the more burdened i feel.. sometimes i reallie dunno if i should know about anything at all... this is driving mi crazy...

to know the truth about a deep close fren is something really terrible... sigh.. why has it got to be this way? i really wonder...

and now that i know the truth, and that it's kind of hurting my other frenz, i reallie dunno what to do.. sigh... why has all these gotta be mi to deal with... sigh...

ACE, JEP, SP... is this really my future?? o.O

sometimes i really wonder what is God's plan for me in all these things, i guess i will never know until the time comes that He reveal it to me personally... sometimes it's tough to wait, no, wrong.. all the time it is tough to wait.. waiting for the unknown is the worst thing ever, Humans are fearful of the unknown, however, we need to trust, trust that his plan is better then our plan, his will is better then our will and his timing is always right...

easier said then done...

the future is getting nearer and clearer... i hope i am seeing it right.. =)

will this ever happen to me? i always wonder...

Change is the only unchange...

so what if we have planes for the future? ultimately, it is not in our control... ultimately, we have to go by a few things, trust, faith in Him...

well said Jayson, but easier said then done...

ytd was a romantic night... i truely knew the meaning of right here right now...

i wish this moment was ours to hold and that it will never end...

he saw mi from a distance, ran towards mi with open arms shouting my darling! i was almost red with embarrassment, thankfully nobody was in sight... after a quick hug, he held my hands to the nearest chair and we sat and talked... and guess what, he's just a Pri3 kid... =)

31st October... Final day where everything ends...