Saturday, February 28, 2009

random...

cheh cheh! let's go! didn't know what a big reaction it will trigger... =X
i love lazy sat mornings... but there's no one tolaze it with mi...
someone said could go his house at 10am, but he's not even awake yet! =X
typing this out of boredrem...
had fun playing street bandy ytd, legs are tired though...
had fun irritating johnson too! =D all the stuff that he doesn't know and trying to console him holding his hands and asking him, ''dun sad la, so, how mani meh meh jump over the wall?''
answer to the above question was 4... =D
so what do u find in ur baggage when u travel around the world in 80 days?
apple, rambutan, orange, umbrella, nut, duck, trishaw, helicopter, elephant, water, orh pi sai, rickshaw, lemon and dancing teddy! =D

yu heng was damn cute ytd! =X
wayne was naughty! =X but pity him, kanna knocked down(literally) by xing en...
aunty **** *** was irritating as usual... ARGH! =X
met kris ytd, had another intriguing tok...
am going to start on a new book! =D
oh not forgetting col...
ok damn... need my beauty nap now... =D

Friday, February 27, 2009

TIRED!!!!!

WOW! walked from serangoon to church today! tired!!!!! plus street bandy!!!! ARGH!!! my poor legs!!!!! =X

Thursday, February 26, 2009

fan washer for sale!

i just completed washing 7 fans all own my own... yes for a grand total fe of $0!!!!! anyone wants to hire mi?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

money money money

the 5 letter word that makes the world goes round...
the 5 letter word that is the root of all evil...
the 5 letter word(or rather the lack of it) that makes mi crazy...

Monday, February 23, 2009

jekyll and hyde

my kids are like jekyll and hyde... one moment brillant, the other moment beastie... hope they are not influenced by their tutor in the wrong way... =X

tiring day

today left xl hse like 1130 pm... =X caught the last 135 at 1140 plus, caught te last train at 0026... =X lolx.. reached home like close to 1 haha... =X well, mahjong is reallie nice and i think i am getting addicted to it... again... =X
sermon was good today, or rather ytd, shall go and ponder abt it...
today fa sheng le yi xie though intriguing things... and even during the meeting, some very thought provoking statements were made.. shalll go and think about it... =D
looking forward to friday dao gao hui,. sat fellowship, sunday(the bziest day of the week)... pray for enought strength to pull tru... =D

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'M TOUCHED!!!!! =D

heard tis in brendan's blog, nice song... totally in love with the lyrics le...
1 thing...
2 say...
3 words...
4 you...
i love you! =D
anyway...
i guess when i say i'm a peadophile and children killer i'm not joking... itz in the early stages into my tuition career onli and guess what? (what?) today my pri 2 kid, Derek, the one that looks like kang kang, bought a packet of sweets for mi! =D i'm touched... =X the dividends are beginning to look good... =X

what a weird world i live in...

MAN U ARE 5 POINTS CLEAR THE SUBMIT OF THE BPL TABLE! WOOTS! ALL THE WAY DEVILS! =D
and btw,
seriously what a weird world i live in... chinese tycoon who is hit by the economy slowdown held a contest to decide which of his 5 mistress to keep... end up, tragic happened wen te first mistress was eliminated... for the full story, refer to below webby link...

random thoughts...

a sudden sense of tiredness and lethargicness(dunno if there's such a word=X)
revive and truely revived, there's reallie a major difference...
wishing time could pass faster, at least i'll know my short term future...
melacca, revival camp, december camp, whatever camps, JUST COME!
sick of the monotoneous life...
still wondering about the a and f problem, in which it shouldn't be a problem...
parents still the same...
cant stand the bickering...
am not suppose to be in this world anyway?
everything wasn't planned...
i promised i'll live happily...
i'm happy... =X
i'm happie... =D
i'm reallie happy...
as we pray and seek for peace, joy and righteousness each day... let us submit our unnecessary worries to El Shaddai. God Almighty... somehow it still seems so hard with all the tengible stuff trusting to an intengible Lord...
i want to truely call u 阿爸天父!
maybe itz not that random after all...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

ok am super bored... did more stuff.. onli read if u wanna know mi more... =X


What Language Should You Learn?

You Should Learn Portuguese
Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it.And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

What's Your Power Color?

Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.At Your Lowest:You require a lot of attention and praise.In Love:You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.How You're Attractive:Your dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.Your Eternal Question:"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Hidden Talent is Your Magnetism
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

Kissing Purity Test

Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thingLip to lip action makes your heart sing

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Are Upbeat
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance.You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea.For you, the perfect kiss involves the perfect mood.It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful
You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog.Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights.A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time.You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

What Mixed Drink Are You?

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri
You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party. If there's some drinking to do, you'll be there.You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk. Drinking just improves your mood.Whenever you go drinking, you end up with a ton of friends at the end of the night.Too bad you can't remember any of their names the next morning!

What's Your Ideal Career?

Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.You would make an excellent:Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Blog Should Be Purple
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

How Are You In Love?

You Are Trusting In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.You give and take equally in relationships.You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Sleeping Position Says You Need Adventure
You are confident and ready to tackle life.You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!If you don't get enough sleep, you: Look like hell

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Your Hair Should Be Red
Passionate, fiery, and sassy.You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

What Type of Ex Are You?

You Are A Jealous Ex
You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on.You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed.Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go.

Dating Purity Test

Your Dating Purity Score: 77%
You are an under-experienced dater.This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

The Five Factor Personality Test

You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open
Extroversion:You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go"!
Conscientiousness:You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great admirer of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Variable Love Test

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time".You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male
Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

You Are 68% Gentleman
You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You Are 60% Grown Up, 40% Kid
You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.Whenever you feel yourself acting out, just stop. It's really that simple.Acting like an adult is all about doing the best you can.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Are 5% Left Brained, 95% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

You Are 87% Feminine, 13% Masculine
You are totally in touch with your feminine side.Chances are, you are a very typical woman.And if you're a guy, then you're just super sensitive.

What's Your Personality Cluster?

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition
You are:You are a true wordsmith and a master of words.You are original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration.Highly energetic, you are up for any challenge.You are entertaining and engaging... both to friends and strangers

i like to do surveys even if i'm not tagged or asked to...

saw this at xl's blog... =X


What Kind of Communicator Are You?

You Communicate Honestly
You don't mince words. You are to the point and all about the facts.However, you are charming enough to tell people the truth yet still not offend them.It's likely that you have a hilarious, no holds barred sense of humor. And you sure tell an entertaining story!You're also quite open. People can ask you anything, and you don't shy away from controversial conversation topics.


What Kind of Kid Were You?

You Were a Creative Kid
When you were a kid, you always had to be doing something with your hands.Whether you were painting a picture or just doodling, you had to be creating something.You were too busy thinking about your future creations to listen in school.It's likely that every part of school was a challenge for you, except for art class.
saw other interesting ones also... =X

What Color Hair Should You Have?

Your Hair Should Be Blonde
You are outgoing, light hearted, and a ton of fun.You don't take life too seriously, and you do your best to charm everyone you meet.You are very energetic. People tend to underestimate you, but you can get a lot done.You do tend to be a bit sensitive. If someone has a bad opinion of you, it truly hurts.You are cunning and clever. You are smart, but you aren't "book smart" or academic.Some people may think you're superficial, but they're not seeing the whole picture.

Are You Closer to Your Friends or Your Family?

You Are Much Closer to Your Friends
Your friends are so great, it's hard not to be the closest to them.As for your family, your relationship with them is probably a bit strained.It's okay though. While you can't pick your family, you can pick your friends.And you've picked some amazing friends who count as family to you.

The Sunglasses Test

Your Sunglasses Say You're a Free Spirit
You are spontaneous, open minded, and optimistic.You are very youthful and free wheeling, no matter what your age happens to be.You need to be shaded from the darker, more depressing aspects of life.You feel sunniest when everyone around you is up for a good time.

Are You Emo?

You Are 60% Emo
You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight
Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with.If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are a Drama Queen (or King)
And the oscar goes to... you!You're all about overreacting and just plain acting.You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance.And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times...Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little.(But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)
ok done enough for today... =X

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

don't they lok alike?

one is called derek, te other is called kang kang... dont u think they look alike? =X

btw this was taken at the 喜乐团契 at my7 hse last friday... =D tey finally got a chance to meet up with their long lost twin brother... =X

Monday, February 16, 2009

the chaotic world...

boy becomes father at the age of 13 in Britian...




gosh what has this world become to, and just last week, teacher and student(15 yr old guy)


13 yr old... i may ave to waot till i'm 113 yrs old to be a father...

ranting...

u said we'll just be frenz? look at some of the things u did(or rather didn't do)...
pick up call...
reply sms...
reply email...
ok albiet 3, i doubt there's any other things that i could have done to retain this friendship...
np guys, i'm just ranting and grumbling...

confused...

A or F?
hmmmmz... i tot there wasn't supppossed to be a choice anymore? =X

Sunday, February 15, 2009

v-day

this yrs v-day was very very different... for the first time in mani yrs, i had my mind focusing on different things... an entirely different thing... cant say i'm totally happy at the moment, still switching from being emomomo to logic kaien... esp after the roller coaster ride week, finally understood some things... pray for discipline... =D

word of the day, mie huo ren...

mie huo ren means firefighter according to a chinese tutor that i know of... =X had mi laughing like crazy and worrying for her kids...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

burned by fire, again...

from yng we've been told nv to play with fire... but how mani of us actually heed the advice and reallie follow it? i'll always remember the thrill of buiying candles, setting twigs and branches up, pouring all the candles on the playground floor and watching the fire grow to a tremendous amount of energy, enough to consume a wild and unknowing rat to turn it into a bbq food item... how mani times have we actually heeded the warning? none whatsoever...

growing up, i still played with fire, a different kind of fire, one that would consume more then just the wild little rat in my heart, rather one that would consume the whole heart... halfway tru window shopping, i saw this old candle stick on one of the display shelf, half-lit, glowing... the old saying came back to mi saying that i shouldn;t play with fire, but my curiosity got the better of mi and i entered the shop... i smiled at te candle, it smiled back at mi... itz glow seems to beckon mi to go near to it, it seems to be telling mi to buy it, and so i did...

i brought home the half-lit candle and went into my room. showered it with oil and oxygen, making the half-lit candle burn ferociously back at mi... funny thing is, the fire didn't seem to hurt mi, at first... i seem to be enjoying the flames, scorching to my skin it may be, the flames were a welcome change to my cold and quiet house... i danced in the flames, not realising that the fire was getting to near to where it shouldn't be, my logic centre... b4 i knew it, my logic centre, the brain was being comsumed altogether and i was one with the fire of the candle...

the fire changed, i didn't read the small prints stated when i bought the fire, now i see the prints, WARNING! CANDLE MAY BE ACCOMPANIED WITH WIND AND BOMB!, i stopped, i was stunned... the wind appeared and had changed everything, now the fire consumed my room, and the whole place became burning hell... i didn't know what to do! shocked, surprised, scared, regret, angry, all came to mi at once... why had i bought the half-lit candle back home? i didn't understand what i have been thinking when i saw the half-lit candle, now i regret, but what's the point? after so many warnings from frenz to not even go window shopping, i even bought home something, how stupidd of mi...

if onli i've learnt my lesson to not play with fire at all... if onli... but now itz too late, the candle was bought, the fire was fed, my room is burnt and chared and the wind has once again brought away the candle... all that's left as a ''present'' in my room is the bomb that is left unwrapped in the box... i tried to throw away the bomb, but to no avail... it too heavy! but if itz too heavy how did i manage to carry it back home in the first place? i didn't understand... b4 i could do anything, the bomb went off, perfectly timed and placed... like the bomb in hiroshima and nagasaki, the bomb took away everything i had, blew away everything i knew and my house was beyond what i had known...

i searched my own heart, onli to realise that the candle had taken it away while i was dancing in itz flames... i searched my logic bank, onli to realise that itz been overwhealmed by my emotions, unable to react and think of anything, at least not at the moment... i'm broken, broken from the inside... why did the candle have to do this mi? i ask myself... but from a far away whisper, and the onli answer i was left with, was a note left behind after all the destruction, laminated and preserved, on it te note says, i didn't do anything, u choose to buy mi at your own peril...

the candle came back to mi, unaccompanied... ''we could still be friends'' it says, what will my answer be? after all that it has done, my reply was onli, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

FLAME OF CANDLES VS WINE...

candles are like wine, a theory proven correct by prof Jays...
the older the wine, the more vintage it is, the more u are hooked to it, the more u treasure it...
now change the word ''wine'' to ''flame of a candle''... it makes sense doesn't it? =X

Monday, February 09, 2009

ok now for some internet therapy=X


lolx... the starting shall be the same... =X


Saw this from xl's blog and think it's quite interesting. haha


[1] Answer each of the questions below using Flickr Search.

[2] Choose a photo from the pages.

[3] Copy the URL of your favorite photo into: Mosaic Maker.

[4] Then share with the world.


01. First Name

02. Favorite Food

03. Hometown

04. Favorite Color

05. Celebrity Crush

06. Favorite Drink

07. Dream Vacation

08. Favorite Dessert

09. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up

10. Something I Love In The World

11. One Word That Describes Me

12. My LiveJournal(i used blog) Name


Each image credit goes to the respective photographer.

(dont know how to credit them, copied from xl(who copied from eveline), haha)
TRY IT!

25 most tramatizing minutes of my life so far...

MOE are strict with their interview, which is good i guess...

3 ppl in the panal of ''judges'' they reallie remind mi of some music contest the moment i went into the interview room... =X the chairperson was a lady, the other two ''members'' as they put it was a lady and a guy... the 2 ladies enjoyed the conversation very much, (as far as i can see) but the guy kept pouring cold water over mi(not literally of course)... saying abt my theory next time cmi, wont be able to enjoy the limelight as a teacher as we'll be in the background and so on(cause i said that i perform in gigs and as singer soloist)... -_-''' den he wasn;t very pleasing to the eye too!! itz like 75% of that humpty dumpty in one of the previous post... =X

anyway itz all over, i went for food and shopping therapy!! =D sorry but that's my kind of therapy... it calms mi down and let mi enjoy myself... =D

and thanks to all who encouraged mi with regards to this interview, the rest is up tp God le since i did my best(i suppose)... i reallie made it sound like i wanted to get in... =D and also wanna thank my daddy for helping mi take the afternoon tuition kid... xie xie pa pa! =D

Sunday, February 08, 2009

pray for mi...

tml interview...
1430 hours...
MOE Podium Block...
Interview room 22...
Level 3 MOE Building...
NERVOUS!

Saturday, February 07, 2009

word of the day, irritated...

the day actually started out fine... went to meet uj in serangoon in the afternoon, had already braced myself for another long yet meaningful, interesting and chim talk... was about the future, had our realistic/unrealistic dreams about cyyam... =D i am so ''qi tai-ing''...

kris i got good news for u... =X u'll love it!!!!! =D

then went to church for tuition ministry... kids were adorable as usual, loving them everytime they come, i'm beginning to be the aunty and uncle shao shou again... =X

today didn't have selegie fellowship, instead, ty came to bishan with mi and cch to have supper, carrot cake... =X ''healthy'' lifestyle, he calls it... =D the irritating things was him... oh no i dun mean cch or ty, but the uncle on the bus on our way to bishan... being the noisy and high kids we were, we were chatting and laughing and talking all the way on our trip there... but halfway tru the journey, one uncle from the ''priority'' seat on SBS bus, was like ''hey'' in our direction... so mi ty and cch turned around and was like ''uh?'' den apparently he was directing at mi and he siad like, '' ur laughter very irritating lehz, can u stop laughing?'' or something of this sort, cant reallie remember this sort of unimportant thingy, but the point was that, ''WHAT THE HELL WAS HE THINKING WHEN HE SAID THAT?!?!?!?!?!?'' was there a sign that says, no laughing, talking, chatting, sniggering on the bus? like hello, NO!!!!! so i was like, sorry then continued on our conversation... obviously, still laughing at some point.. i mean sometimes itz hard to not laugh dun u think so?(just ask lk or xl or xl or zl!) stupid humpty dumpty! =X

Thursday, February 05, 2009

word of the day ''FATWAS''

ytd just taught the new sec 2 guy... I N T E R E S T I N G ! lolx... esp since my eng is not that powderful, itz like aiz... teaching myself instead of teaching him... =X came across a few words tht i dunno and nv see b4 at all... like the word ''fatwas''... it wasn't even in th8e 3 english dictionary that i have at home... -_-'''

anyway past week hve been quite good, had alot of good rest time and break time to think tru things myself... tml am gg to meet uj again... meeting him is not so much of stressful anymore i guess, itz more of a thought reorg time... =X

pls pray for mi, monday having quite an impt interview, may be a life changing(literally) decision...

also pray for mi to have more discipline... after last week's incident, reallie feel that something shld be done... but kris is currently still bz with datelines and so on, so i guess i'll have to wait patiently... =D jia you everyone... =D

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

tuition...

tml gonna start to teach a sec 2 guy english... stress... oh gosh, help!!!!!

Monday, February 02, 2009

sat YA felowship

i've decided that he posts that i have beglected shall be as it is... neglected and forgotten...=X

sat fellowship was fun, timely enough for mi to be revitalised... had fun at jen's hse(scary moment too as the knife barely missed my leg) den the fellowship time was awesome... thanx to all who participated and made it possible...=D gambate ne everyone...