funny human nature, a reflection of myself...

was riding on the mrt, on the way home today... train was packed as usual... as usual, some ''considerate'' ppl will want to stand near the door of the mrt and not want to move in, as if they will go down on the next stop, but what they wanted to do is to convinient themselves so as to prevent the moment of squeezing out part when they are finally going to alight... how considerate right? sigh... every morning and evening, the same things happen... worse off if u take the same train everyday, u see the same ppl, doing the same ''considerate'' thing, and u start swearing and cursing the same thing altogether again...

when i am wearing my uniform though, i will think twice... something that is confusing even myself, for fear of slender? why am i caring so much abt my image of others abt SAF when i dun even like SAF... what abt being a christian? i told a brother of mine not long ago... being alive is hard, being a christian alive is harder, being a good christian alive is the hardest... how true... itz not like we wear a shirt everyday that says ''i am a christian'' written on the back of our shirts... if i reallie do that, i think i will be more weary of my actions... so why iznt it consciously in our minds? weird... time for some self reflection, and yes, prayer... ... ... (application of sermon...)