life...

have been very tired very very tired... army life is getting more and more stressful and sometimes, i even wonder what's all the fuss abt... itz like they are always rushing for nothing... sigh... if onli they saw it... den after work go back home, i'll go tuition my little kid Brandon... yes itz tiring but i always enjoy my sessions with him... no doubt fear for his work, i can sense tt he is reallie trying his best and tt is what matters most, if onli parents can see tt too... sometimes, people put too much stress and expectation on each other, esp their own children, or as a matter of fact their clerks in my case... and when ppl get stress, yes tt is where u see their true colours... i am in no denial tt i also have my stress times, as u all can vouch for it, and that i will be quite a not good person to be with but at least i can say i was better then b4... not them though... maybe even worse... oh well, it doesn;tconcern mi does it? 8 more months to go...