update...
sorry all readers, habe not been posting alot recently due to the work load and arising of situations... was bz, ok not excatly brain wrecking, witht the games for the church retreat... how do u plan a game where u can involve all age groups, 16 to 70+, wake them up from their slumber, itz earli in the morning, and like 50 ++ ppl playing together, well all i can say is that whatever xl and i planned, didn't work out haha... ended up it was all impromptu...but retreat was good, pray for church revival...
was upset about something that had happened... itz not the system's fault, neither izt ppl's fault... actually i also dunno why am i saying this... can i say i feel alreight now? i dun think so... i felt abit betrayed... dun ask mi by who cause i cant tell u... as in i also dun reallie know if i felt betrayed by the system or by ppl whom i think i can trust... i believe in the ppl, and i still believe in them.. do i believe in the system? i guess not as much as i believe in the ppl in the system... in this case izt wise for mi to cont on in this system? there are ppl who left bcoz of the system, and of coz some for other reasons... but i have been trying to thik what ultimately made mi stay on believing? and not so dramatically, it felt as if i got played out by it... i got assurances from ppl that it was not a glich in the system but rather something else, but i still cant come to terms with it.. was asked by someone to think if i am actually angry/upset with the person or the system... i still cant think of an ans... if not both, what could it be? i'm just shocked? just shocked? i find it abit too amusing sometimes... human can be so dis-trusting(uif there is such a word), or maybe itz just me... if itz just mi, then itz fine... at least i can just solve the problem myself, i hope...
was thinking if gg taiwan was the correct choice after all, (yx if u are seeing this, dun worry i am still gg), itz like my financial iznt all that fantastic and i wasn't very involved in the booking of tickets and tours.. but oh weel, this i realie just a random tot that came into my mind, i will enjoy my Taiwan trip de dun worry... RETAIL TERAPHY!!!
was upset about something that had happened... itz not the system's fault, neither izt ppl's fault... actually i also dunno why am i saying this... can i say i feel alreight now? i dun think so... i felt abit betrayed... dun ask mi by who cause i cant tell u... as in i also dun reallie know if i felt betrayed by the system or by ppl whom i think i can trust... i believe in the ppl, and i still believe in them.. do i believe in the system? i guess not as much as i believe in the ppl in the system... in this case izt wise for mi to cont on in this system? there are ppl who left bcoz of the system, and of coz some for other reasons... but i have been trying to thik what ultimately made mi stay on believing? and not so dramatically, it felt as if i got played out by it... i got assurances from ppl that it was not a glich in the system but rather something else, but i still cant come to terms with it.. was asked by someone to think if i am actually angry/upset with the person or the system... i still cant think of an ans... if not both, what could it be? i'm just shocked? just shocked? i find it abit too amusing sometimes... human can be so dis-trusting(uif there is such a word), or maybe itz just me... if itz just mi, then itz fine... at least i can just solve the problem myself, i hope...
was thinking if gg taiwan was the correct choice after all, (yx if u are seeing this, dun worry i am still gg), itz like my financial iznt all that fantastic and i wasn't very involved in the booking of tickets and tours.. but oh weel, this i realie just a random tot that came into my mind, i will enjoy my Taiwan trip de dun worry... RETAIL TERAPHY!!!
jays blogged at Friday, October 03, 2008
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