kind of disappointed...

dunno why this feeling, hmmmz ok i'm lying... i know why i have this feeling... but i'm not gonna admit it just yet... =X i should be all in focus now... but just a minor situation and i'm all messed up... =( kind of disappointed in myself too... =X HOW?!?!?!

edited and aded a few hours later...

just finished clearing up and ''resting'' now... S U P E R tired!!!!! last min got tua-ed by someone and i had to lead the whole telematch... in the end, the preparations were not much help also... had to improvise the games on hand... damn...

the kids were fantastically noisy... but energetic, fun loving... ended up ok i guess... den 1930 had fellowship at my house, more teachers came, few students came, 21 in all... were loud as hell, dunno what my neighbours are thinking... =X anyway had a good time at home la, took my mind of things... except when someone came and reminded mi mi of something... =X