i am not suppossed to

tml is the day le... where will i be? in less then 24 hours, the moment of truth will be told... what am i truely thinking and where my heart truely belongs...

i am not suppossed to love u...

i am not suppossed to care...

i am not suppossed to live my life wishing u were there...

i am not suppossed to wonder where u are or what are u doing...

i am sorry, i just cant help myself...