travelling light...

today started on a book call travelling light, given to mi by cch, thank you!!! guess what the first chap is toking abt? well, giving up things in ur life that u are not suppossed to take up in the first place.... lolx... somethings are reallie not meant for us to take, esp if u want to help ppl, or help other ppl take up their luggages... how can u share grace when u are full of guilt? how can u offer comfort if u are disheartened? how can u life someone else's load when your arms are full of ur own? for the sake of those u love, travel light... for the sake of the God u serve, travle light... for the sake of ur own joy, travel light... i reallie thank cch for giving mi the book at such an appropriate timing... lolx... the author gave an example of the father seeing his 5 year old child trying to drag the family trunk off the carousel, what would he say? same thing that the Lord is telling us today, "set it down child, i'll carry that one..." so are we listening to His voice that has always been calling out to us?

i have been learning this lesson for the past dunno how long le... alot of things i choose not to give up and let God take comtrol.. not to let go when i could not even carry them along with mi, alot of things that are dragging mi down and weighing down my everyday life, mentally... i have not been giving up my emotions, feelings, relationships with certain ppl but i suppose itz high time to change all of that? decisions making are not simpple but i am glad i made this choice but weather i will see the results in one month, one week, one year or even longer that is not up to mi to decide... God has a great race for everyone to run, not onli mi... but are we willing to run it or not? for those who are in front of mi int he race, i will try to catch up with u guys... for those who are stilll behind, i pray earnestly that u will join the ppl already on the track and run this race with us... =D

any today in camp was my upper study's last working day le... tml he on off, thursday he one leave, friday he ORD lo.. haiz... sadded... makes mi think of the number of donkey days that i still have to go tru b4 finally it is my turn... haiz... but today morning just came in onli kana nag byt he cheif clerk le... cause wshe in bad mood den alot of things nv settle den she nag us... sob, how unfair... but in the end still quite ok la... but busy doing all the admendments for her lo lolx... thankfully after the morning break, she was back to her usual self again...

lunch today was special lolx... we ordered pizza de france haha... ehx correction, the three ppl who are going to ORD in january gave us a treat lolx... spent like over hundred on the pizzas and drinks lolx... thank you very much haha... though was still abit shortage of food in the end, we still went for ba ku teh in the cook house some of us, but it was nonetheless heartwarming as we seldom eat together with all the madams and sirs also haha... finally get to see a smile on everyone's face lolx... why ozt singaporeans find it so hard to smile... do u know that research shows that smiling makes ppl lok younger? haha.. and frowning meks u grow older faster lolx... ya so anyway. big thank you to u guys, glenn, eng hao and my dear sgt daniel... lolx...

ya so anyway, pray for mi, tml doing office duty clerk, so means cant go home le... must stay up late, whole night maybe, then must do all the shitty things for the sirs and madams... just pray that i will have a good testimony and not fall to any temptations... sianz that i cannot sleep in my own comfy bed but i'll bring the book ''travelling light'' to read and think tru things la=D just hope that i wont sleep lolx, cause i am not a very bookie person... =D ya... that's about it ba... gtg mop the floor le... old women nagging!!! hate her...