2008, new yr new start, reflections

2007 has indeed been a weird yr for mi... first major thing tt happened? i went into army... currently one yr soilder le haha... very happy so passed out from tekong, went to be driver, got my military license, got transferred to be a clerk, got to super slack camp in sembawang and now, serving my term for 12 more months and tt's it le... well, till nw i can say tt the whole army experience has been giving mi the ups and the downs all along la... i got to learn howto drive, and also class 4 vehicles that is humongous... dun think everyone will experience that too... well, then became my PCPA in my old camp and had my first taste of office politics... not bad la but not goo dat all also haha... well, certainly hope tt i will learn to siam from things even more... then went to new camp to be clerk and then more politics and saw human nature at itz very worse... how can human beings do things so unimaginable for the sake of themselves out of their own selfishness, i guess itz sin ba... but all these has made mi realised more how we need God to alter our thinkings and make us whole... make us more to be the person He wants us to be...

sunday was our camp afterglow!!! oh it was fantastic... i really thank God for it all and all... it turned out much much better then we had expected... as per normal, we didn;t have alot of time to prepare la so in the end we also everything garangabo one lo haha... everything rush out at super last min la haha, so typical of this yr camp com... oh well... then worse i had 24 hours duty on the sat b4 tt so i was literally doing nothing, sincere apologies here... but in the end everything turned out fine... got some ppl to thank here...

WH-for getting last min arrowed at again and still agreeing to take up the job of leading the game for the afterglow...

ZL-for doing up all the video stuff, i know u spent some whole nights doing it too, and the com actualy hung quite a few times... but still, good job...

Group leaders-for sharing their experiences and camp thoughts tt were funny, meaningful and heartwarming...

JY-once again the log head was the invisible man throughtout the whole thing, well done... and for his willingness to participate in the skit, for ur information the whole thing was planned for those that dunno.. haha...

actors in the skit(esp cch)-thx for the willingness to act in such a short notice and making a fool out of urselves for the entertainment of the crowd...

YR-for gathering up all the small small pieces here and there...

and many many other ppl, i hope i didn;t miss out any la horz.. lolx... but well, i guess we did have a good time, having pizzas, eclairs, cream puffs and super lot of snacks(thx dad...)... ya so i guess the street bandy part was the most enjoyed one by those hu played it? right mak and johnson. i am so glad i got to exercise and sweat again lo haha... and the chess craze is slowly reviving itself, jia you vinc...

anyway after tt we decided to go out for dinner, den due to some technical difficulties, we ended up splitting road and so i went to amk hub for the famous fish soup with ailing lk jj pf yh... had some interesting conversation on the government on the way la then in the end ended up toking crap as usual... but then had our fill and enjoyed ourselves... then was supposed to retake a picture with ulfred de then in the end he ended up going out with wei en that group so nv take haha... from camp till now lehz lolx... so i guess itz nxt time ba lolx...

monday went back to camp for the first half of the day and was greeted b a huge amount of workload, document clerks, always busy at the wrong time... in the end, ppl all left at 1145 and we, the docu clerks, left the office at 1240 after everyone had left haiz... so unfair... but anyway i rushed and didnt care la cause gg out ma...

went to cityhall and found weien, jx and jy in the shop i had expected then to be in... jy in the end bought a 19900 cents guitar and the quality was copmparable to the nicer ones... cudus to weien for bringing him to the shop...

went to hy and hw house after tt la after dinner and in the end, we could stay over till nxt yr and everyone was so happy... played alot of weird weird games and sang alot of songs and tok alot la...

i wanna say sorrie to wh and we cause i broke my deal and i called that someone... but well, i wanna say tt i didn't regret calling cause the talk was fulfilling and i think i sort out things more clearer when toking over the phone then msg or tru my blog... clearer picture and better understanding...

i kept my promise to u did i? i spent the last moments of 2007 seven with u, not physically but at least my heart was there... i could hear u sniffing away on the other end of the line but can u hear mine? now tt we are both clear of our future directions i guess itz time we parted ba, be it for better or for worse i believe this way, we will both grow stronger ba... may we cross paths in the future again, i certainly hope so... i ty for being understanding too... saw ur tag, really appreciate it... hope tt u will keep to ur promise ok? jia you too... i will de... =)

well, today is the start of a new yr le, i think i shall state down my resolutions and may all who read this be my withness to it...

1. jayson shall sleep as early as possible whenever possible...
2. jayson shall have a closer walk with God...
3. jayson shall prepare himself for all task that dawns ahead before they come...
4. jayson shall be a role model to whoever may want to view mi as a role model...
5. jayson shall let go of the past and lookforward to the new life...
6. jayson shall meet up with people more regularly to know them better...
7. jayson shall be more involved in ministry work...
8. jayson shall be part of God's plan in His work no matter what it is...
9. jayson shall try to keep his emotions in check and not affact other people by it...
10. jayson shall have better financial management...

go jia you, resting is for walking a greater distance of road...
i shall go rest now... =)