my last post for u...

one day past? no... not even twenty four hours after i posted my last recent blog, u called... was i surprised? oh no i am definetly not... i kind of expected it to happen being the person u are... in fact, i know the fact that it will happen bacause it has happened b4 with none other then u know hu... i was lazy to explain things to u and to tell u the truth, i really miss u... i know u also kind of expected things to end up this way but not so soon right? well, i guess time's up for us ba... i realised that our dreams, focus, aspiration, goals, motives, future, plannings and so on were all not going to be the same... so why did i took so long to want to leave u?

truthfully, i really dun want to leave u... i know that u know it too, i guess u know what was on my mind... my heart is in a very very confused state right now, please dun make it even worse ok? i will tok to u sometime i promise but will the outcome be favarouble to u? i guess it is all too early to say... u have given mi more then memories for sure i can tell u that... secretly meet up with u u say? i guess not for the time being ba... in the future maybe i will be open about meeting u... i really dunno how did things end up this way for us, but i guess we both knew from the beginning that it was abit impossible for us to last long...

this blog for u may well and truely be the last...

so much for everything, i guess itz goodbye...

will i be hurt? i guess time will heal everything, i hope...

i promise tt u will not be forgotten...

instead u will be kept deep down along with u know hu...

dun worry u stil got them...

itz mi who loses the most...

u dun wan mi to be hurt more? just let mi cry in pain and i will be alright...
i guess
i hope
i wish
i pray?
i'll try...