4 u...

do u have any idea how much i cried for u?
do u have any idea how much pain u brought mi tru?
do u have any idea how much time i wasted on u?
do u have any idea how much suffering u brought mi tru?

i know that i have been the willing party,
i know that we were both real crazy.
now the future seems real hazy
and i don't know wat's in stored for mi...

do u know how hard it is to forget,
a person or something tt u tried so hard to get.
if itz really tt simple to let,
y in the first place did i not regret.

a promise i made to u, i did,
in the state of mind of a small kid.
whatever we were, whatever we did,
i just promise it will be kept, down deep.

i'm not crying, no i'm not,
i tried not to cry, itz hard to not.
water in my eyes, tears they are not,
emo boi i'm not, or so i just thought.

randomly composed by jayson, kai en

yes i did cry again, so what? i dun care what ppl thinks... look at my face, u think i care? try to tok to mi all u want, advice mi all can. will i change, do i have the ability, the corouge or even the strength, i don't know, i don't care...