reflections for the year 2008...

ok shall not blog abt the below list yet, cause i feel tht at the end of the yr, (ok actually now is the start already), there should always be some thanksgiving and reflections... so important things first(no no, the rest are not THAT important)... and this will onli be the reflections... have not come out with my resolutions yet haha... =X

2008 to mi was a yr(as i said b4), a yr that the good overshadowed and over weighed the bad... defintly there has been ups and downs, but nonetheless, muchly ddue to God's providence, i managed to live tru, survive and tadah! here i am...

the second most important thing that happened to mi this yr was that i officially changed status le... from CPL to MR! PERM! now that's important... finally after 731days(leap yr, got one more day), 4 different camps, dunno how mani different bosses, millions of scoldings, i finally got tru army... army actually made mi realised alot of things... alot of times, (quoting what kris said), we will onli see man's (literally) worst side when u are tired or in trouble urself... i remember the time where i stood up for my fren, as in take the blame for him, after that what did i gain? nothing... it made mi realise the need for a change in this world that cant be found here... something devine!

the most important thing that could ever happen will probably be my letting go of my past life... now, this iznt the first time i am saying this but well, some things just wont change will it? i guess letting go and trusting that God will provide reallie needs more support practically den reallie just thinking... in a world that is changing so fast, dramatically for the worse, i guess the onli truth that can be held on is plain for all to see(sometimes i seriously wonder will we still be 2gather if i did not make that decision, well i guess not)... somehow, seeing u with him now just makes mi irritated more den jealous(which is good i guess)

another things fufilled this yr was the taiwan trip! omg buddy, even though i onli gave it a 70%, i must reallie tell u i enjoyed it la... the scenary was reallie fantastic, but maybe the food could have been better... and the hotel changing, oh well... wen quan was nice, and so were the times spent... =D

serving in YA was well, fun! =D itz a total new exp in all... all the time on the table iznt easy, but itz for a cause... thanks to all the da ge ge da jie jie for their help and support in the fellowship dept, sometimes i seriously need help but wont say, credit it to my character but well, i'll change... =D

and all the events that happened this yr(or maybe month)... F A Ntastic! NIGHT TRAILL IS THE BEST!!!! XL agree? haha... =D i guess i learnt alot from all the events that happened...

ok, time for some thanksgiving le...

first of all, most importantly, wanna thank God for giving mi the chance to come back to him... it's almost like a miracle... sometimes i wonder if i could ever be forgiven... it seems like the answer is yes... God says that anything that He takes away, He will replace it with Himself! how wonderful is that...

CYYAM...

UJ... Thanks for all the times that u spent talking with mi, was reallie ver nervous abt going to u with my problem in the first place... itz like, OMG!!! T_T... but after the first talk, which lasted like from breakfast till evening, i guess things were alot clearer... thanks for the time and effort and not giving up

kris... ok they are still not use to calling u kris lolx.. well, how's taking a 2 super emo kids as ur Ds? haha... i thank God for a brother like u, though we've known each other for like so long, itz reallie like we just known each other... funny? well.. but thank God for the chance to serve as ur D too! =D for all the honest talks, and ways u tried to help mi, appreciated...

Wen! going down to YF got miss mi ma???? U BETTER!!!!! haha... after 3 and a half years or so of taking mi, i guess ur I got increase a little la lolx.. BUT MY S INCREASE SO MUCH!!! haha... =D well, thanks for taking care of mi for the past years... its like taking care of an old baby sometimes i guess... sorry for the times of stubborness, i guess itz like just mei you kai qiao... and i'm sure we did share good times at cartel... =D feel like giving u a big squeeze everytime i see u =X

cch... haha nice toking to u too! it was like a LLLOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time since i chatted such stuff with u iznt it? =D dun worry la.. =D there'll sure be more of such times if there is chance... =D i;m sure i would wanna meet u up soon.. =D provided u have the time la... =D now in yf le, guess ur I is ike super high liaoz la lolx.. =D thanks for giving mi an listening ear when i needed it and thanks for the open sharing too.. =D

Fiana... always like a counsellor to mi(ok u reallie is one)... but the times of persuading and talking and encouragement have reallie helped mi... u're like one of the most patient person i've ever met... though i had nt agree with u at times and even refused prayers and challenged some things, u still were there when i needed advice and help so, thank you!

Vinc... always like a big brother to mi, helping when i needed help and even when i dun need help... somehow u just pop up of no where and ask,'' need help?'' =D it always bring a smile to my heart be it in the midst of bzness...

JJ... in army liaoz horz, MP somemore, slack lehz lolx... =D well, thanks for the openess in the sharings that we had... reallie glad to have known u much better too... itz like i dun think we liked each other that much last time but i am so glad that the days are over... =D

PX, entering into army le la lolx.. must take care lehz, got time can call out too.. =D that time asked u out for tennis then the last min u cannot make it haha. PANGSEI!!! lolx joking la... =D well, still got chance de... =D and army if got free time then we can start composing our songs kkz.. =D

to the bunch of sisters in cyyam....
thanks for all the joy and laughter u brought into my life.. itz like, i never knew i could laugh so much until i met u all haha... =D all the random things were like BIG jokes haha... =D XL, glad knowing ur mum so much better too! aha.. =D

Vince... shall i still cat u here? lolx... how;s HK? bet u dun wanna come back now right? well.. itz been awhile since we talked... nope, i still haven given up yet... itz reallie nice knowing u, and yes i'm still looking forward to june... =D may not be that long after all... =D

B...

what shall i cat u under now? haiz... have defintly talked less not.. how's life in army? well, i guess things haven bee gg ur way eh? is the almighty trying to tell u something? i guess so... bro, would reallie love to have u back... =D do talk to catch up soon kkz.. =D

RJT...

hey peepz, know tht i've been neglecting u all but sorry la, bz... =D i've tried all the times i could, but end up onli a few times haha... =D but stil have la... =D itz always a joy being with u all, all the super lame and CMI jokes, i guess we r realie a bunch of special ppl.. i guess like what qiqi said, we shall gather till the time when all of u all bring ur kids and we'll be sitting down on the sofas, and they'll be running all around in front of us.. =D

Kun!
BITCH!!! haha... =D nice retaining this friendship after so long, surprised that i dedicate one short space for u in my blog? haha.. dun be... u're my darling after all lolx... =X dun let da sao see this ah.. =D... well, dun be so sad over ur uni results la, they dun mean anything, onli mean u nv study enough haha... =D AABBB no nad le la lolx... =D thanks for all the treats and the K session.. now i know how WELL u can sing haha.. caronning ur voice off the walls... =D shall go for more kkz.. =D i go find work first then i treat u back, or maybe no need la... u got money dunno how to spend i help u spend lo lolx.. =D

oh ya, finally got tuition kids le, thank God, pray for time management... =D

ps note to myself, things left to blog abt... OMG!!!!!

- Friday night trail

- Sunday XL mum's birthday celebration

- Tuesday morning basketball, zl's hse, meeting with kris

- Wednesday K session, Flight receiving

- Christmas countdown party at Iphy's hse

- Christmas event in church

- Sat tennis session and kris's e-birthday event

- 29th meeting with wen

- packing of container and long awaited street bandy

- 2008 annual church thanksgiving day

- Countdown at Vinc and Fiana's house

- Evauluation for night trail