valentines' day

valentines' day didn't turn out how it was supposed to be... though i did meet drew alone in the afternoon, i ended up not going to where i was not supposed to go... did i regret? no comments... went to church instead, wasn't in the mood for anything... everyone was so happy and i was nothing but that...

u msg to mi...

Dun wan... 2dae moi b'dae u do tiz to moi... i hate u i hate u i hate u!
moi super unhappie, super unhappie...

i am suppossed to be happy that the ur love is finally dead,
but why am i feeling this feeling of regret and hatred for myself instead...
it was suppossed to be a double happiness for u,
but instead i made it a double sadness for mi and u...
drew told mi that u all had fun,
and u two had even more fun...
wishing u all the best,
just let mi rot in peace with the mess...