had a good chat on promises with one of my church sisters.. *not onli guys break promises ok, though i've been ''cheated'' by both... well, lucky didn;t get into arguement, instead had alot of common points... =D

the day was bad... morning when mdm came, she scolded perpetually everyone... from the door to the chair to mi... sigh... think she is the one that has problem... haiz... like crazy like tt... sometimes she is god other times she can just be a beach... in the end i got scolded for the things that i have done, i got scolded for the things that i didn't do, i got scolded for the things that i wasn't supposed to do... and the list goes on... moods can be so frightening... no wonder when i didn't have enough control of my moods the last time, i was a terror to be with too... now i can understand... the the scary thing is that after a few hours she would be so nice to u... like u dunno if it is a trap or not... like suddenly she will just jump and eat u up... u know that feeling?? i also dunno how to explain la... just ok lo... haiz... like my upper study once told mi, just nod ur head in agreement to everything they say, even if they are treating u worse then a dog, in which they do most of the time... and who says there are no worries or stress if u are not working in a combat side of the army??

oh today zy coming back le... =D those who can go must go okkz... =D i'm just so sad... i cant go haiz,... would love to see him again... =D itz like a gazillion years since he left us lo... lolx... and he is going for church camp how wonderful... =D

today is my last day at work for this week le and the mdm nv come today so i hope that it will be a wonderful day ahead... of course have to go to sleep first den wake yup again at 545 la lolx... haiz.... the troubles of gg to army... have to wake up so early somemore... lolx... itz almost like studying... oh no no no... itz worse then studying... eh.. ya...

aiya... just hope tt evertything will pass away faster... then will not have so much worries le... maybe even more when go into the working world but oh well, what has to come has to come.... so toking to uj on friday would be one of them and facing the consequences will be the other one... but enjoying fellowship would also have to come...