wordy wordy post... =D

itz sat night... and it feels like sunday night... in fact it feels like hols now... i'm right in the middle of my 5 days hol... how happie.. dunno if i go back can change back mentality or not lolx... toked to alot of ppl for the past days, be it long or short, it is always an experience... =D

frday morning met uncle james for breakfast... 0930... talked abt some ministry stuff, de toked to him abt my personal problem... and i didn;t expect that i will tok to him for so loooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg... haha... 6 hours of chatting, ok albiet the eating anf other stuff but was reallie a great time... saw things tt i didn't saw, got things sorted out... just so mani... itz always good to tok to someone experience i guess... like my dateline to meet him was actually before the end of march.. den ended up i dragged until like ytd, so i was like uh huh.. tt proves how much doubt i have in God ectually... like how much i think other ppl can help mi... and it actually goes to show how much faith in myself tt i have tt i can actually change.. how true to some extend but i nv actuallt gave myself a chance... so well, i raeallie thank God for the time of toking to him... thought itz reallie like going to be RA21 to put it in words here, as in i dun think it is good to put it up on blog la l0lx... just thank God lo and tt i have made some decisions and tt it will benifit everybody...

den met up with weien after tt... a case of double dose? no la... actually just chill lo... cause sat morning i met him again.. yes.,.. =D like he has to make some decisions tt will affact the both of us also so ended up like there was a moment of silence for a while... =D o la... nothing confirmed yet so well, i'll treasure thye times tt we spend together... =D but WEIEN!!! I HAVE A HUNCH ON WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN!!!

then had a short chat with jx sat night.. reallie thank God that she had smade some decisions tt will be of benifit to herself... =D gload tt she finally made the choice too... =D so happy for her... actually highlighted the importance of support group too.. =D i guess itz always good for everyone to have a support group... like i can reallie experience the importance of it and all la.. testify... =D

yupz... sorry that my posts have all been very wordy recxently, someone actually complained.. lolx... but iotz just tt i have so many things to tell so mani ppl and would like to share my life to... hope u all dun mind.. =D i'll try pics the nexrt time... =D